Anxiety

I had no idea it was that bad. That’s what most people say when I tell them what I’m about to write. After the accident in July 2005, I developed an anxiety disorder. It started as a mild discomfort around crowds and lots of stimulus. Then it began to snowball. I would become anxious at … Continue reading Anxiety

Song by Sarah

So many things are so different in my life now than they were a year ago. It was about this time last year that Kelly was spewing with hate and crumbling from hurt. Anyway, I found this song by Sarah McLachlan, my absolute favorite singer. I had my iTunes on random and the lyrics caught … Continue reading Song by Sarah

Scambait

I went to the gas station tonight. Barkley came with me since it was a short trip and he LOVES riding in the car. He does the typical doggy with the head out the window thing. And I love that. But I digress. I get out of the car and start pumping the gas.  A … Continue reading Scambait

In Memory of My Marriage

My wedding was a year ago today. To a wonderful man. I wish him all the happiness we shared on that day. I found this poem by Edna St. Vincent Millay that I believe captures the essence of my marriage. Second Fig by Edna St. Vincent Millay Safe upon the solid rock the ugly houses … Continue reading In Memory of My Marriage