Tests

My life has been a series of tests and I have not fared well. Luckily the tests keep coming and I have possibilities for redemption. Perhaps I could be saved. But I am tired. Tired of the failures and disappointments that I seem to dole out endlessly. Crap. Again, this is not the direction I … Continue reading Tests

The Storm

What was it that I was addicted to? Was it the man? Was it the love? Was it the storm? No. It was the calm. He took my hand in and he guided me to the eye of the storm. Madness was swirling around us, and he stood there with me in tranquillity. He held … Continue reading The Storm

Surfing the Spectrum of Emotions

I can honestly say I have been all over the emotional spectrum today. I have felt happiness. I have felt excitement. I have felt loneliness. I have felt pride. I have felt disappointment. I have felt anger. I have felt hopeless. I have felt sad. I have felt remorse. I have felt guilt. I have felt abandoned. I have felt … Continue reading Surfing the Spectrum of Emotions

Playing Detective

The other night as I was clearing some of my old stuff out of my mom's house, I acknowledged something that had been bothering me for years. Strewn about in random piles were unlabeled, un-albumed photographs. I figured it was about time to take care of this little annoyance so I gathered all of them … Continue reading Playing Detective