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Freud, Tyson, and Elsie
So has anyone else gotten into an argument with their therapist? The kind where they say your name three times and then sigh really big after. And while they are pulling out some big logic that you don’t entirely disagree with, they aren’t acknowledging how you actually feel. I mean I can intellectualize a situation Read more
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The Role of the Patty
So there was a wasp in the bathroom at my girlfriend’s house. When I was flushing, I turned around and I saw him and he startled me and apparently, I startled him, and he flew into the center ring of the toilet paper. I was not super happy about that, but he came right back Read more
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Anniversary Part 3
The past few weeks, as well as the upcoming ones, hold a lot of painful memories for me. I am clearly not dealing well. My soul’s unrest lies in overwhelming memories that are knocking me down at the same time that I am unarmed with my usual defenses. So I went to the doctor with Read more
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Tests
My life has been a series of tests and I have not fared well. Luckily the tests keep coming and I have possibilities for redemption. Perhaps I could be saved. But I am tired. Tired of the failures and disappointments that I seem to dole out endlessly. Crap. Again, this is not the direction I Read more
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Yes, more is coming…
Thank you, guys, so much for asking! Yes, I will be posting the “spin-off” thoughts that came from my original post soon. It might take me a little while to get through them. It takes me a little extra time these days to do what I used to do. Plus my job likes it when Read more
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Anniversary Part 2
I’ve started this blog a dozen times. I’ve spurred off 4 different blogs from my original thought. I still can’t put together everything swirling in my head. I am trapped in a whirlpool of memories, regrets, heart-crushing realizations, and crippling emotions. So this started about anniversaries. Today is a particularly devastating anniversary. And next year Read more