Freud, Tyson, and Elsie

So has anyone else gotten into an argument with their therapist? The kind where they say your name three times and then sigh really big after. And while they are pulling out some big logic that you don’t entirely disagree with, they aren't acknowledging how you actually feel. I mean I can intellectualize a situation … Continue reading Freud, Tyson, and Elsie

The Role of the Patty

So there was a wasp in the bathroom at my girlfriend’s house. When I was flushing, I turned around and I saw him and he startled me and apparently, I startled him, and he flew into the center ring of the toilet paper. I was not super happy about that, but he came right back … Continue reading The Role of the Patty

Anniversary Part 3

The past few weeks, as well as the upcoming ones, hold a lot of painful memories for me. I am clearly not dealing well. My soul’s unrest lies in overwhelming memories that are knocking me down at the same time that I am unarmed with my usual defenses. So I went to the doctor with … Continue reading Anniversary Part 3

Tests

My life has been a series of tests and I have not fared well. Luckily the tests keep coming and I have possibilities for redemption. Perhaps I could be saved. But I am tired. Tired of the failures and disappointments that I seem to dole out endlessly. Crap. Again, this is not the direction I … Continue reading Tests